I’m a correctional officer. I work with male offenders in a
medium-security correctional institution and have met some very shady
characters. I’ve dealt with drug cartel
leaders, murderers, terrorists (though only minor ones), drug dealers, child
molesters, and white supremacists, among others. I’ve stopped reading their files because
seeing the particular crimes for which they are incarcerated can make the bile
rise up and the rational mind float away.
And in the nearly three years I’ve done this work, I have come up with
one troubling conclusion: God loves them just as much as He loves me.
On the one
hand, I see them up to their worst: gambling, running with gangs, assaulting
one another, lying through their teeth, and generally taking everything they
can con from a staff member. On the
other, I’ve seen them be honest, patient, gracious, loyal, and even
grateful.
Inmates,
regardless of what they have done, are still fundamentally human and have
access to the grace that Jesus Christ offers.
They have done vile things that both separate them from God and that
spread blood and horror on the Earth. In
the end, though, are we non-inmates fundamentally different? We don’t molest children, but non-inmates can
also be jealous, adulterous, and selfish.
We, too, find ourselves light-years from the perfections and glories of
God. The fact that we’re inches or even
yards closer than some other person won’t matter much if we don’t get closer to
Him.
Each of us
needs God’s love, and each of us has been given the freedom to decide what we
want: freedom and life eternal, or captivity and eternal death. Each of us can embrace the work of God (“For
this is my work and my glory, to bring to pass the exaltation and eternal life
of man”) or we can wander in strange places and do the works of the devil, and
reap the rewards thereof. In other
words, we can love all men, including inmates, or we can damn ourselves with
our own hate.
True love,
the love of God, strengthens and ennobles men.
True love may not be gentle if gentleness would tempt to predation, as
it would in prison. True love may even
be “tough love” if that is what wisdom calls for. True love is acting as the Savior did,
serving wholeheartedly and teaching unabashedly, for only when we love like our
Savior can we truly say we love at all.
So
when I’m giving inmates their meals, or their laundry, or listening in
consternation as they ask the same question for the hundredth time, I have to
love them. God, after all, gives us our
food, our clothes, and listens as we ask the same question for the hundredth time. So let’s love one another, for if God loves
inmates, then we should too.
I know very few people who could have your job and remain sane, much less in touch with the Spirit as you are. Thank you for your service as a correctional officer and yes, I think it is a service, not just a job.
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